I need to unwind.
Feb. 12th, 2026 01:28 pmLately, I've been craving for my own personal space again. Not just physically, although that too, but on the web. It's been ages since I had my own website, and I totally forget about updating this blog because it feels quite lonely, with all the social networks and apps nowadays (I sound like an old woman despite being 35, blame it on having experienced the 2000's internet hahaha).
Anyway, I thought I might as well just come back at blogging. I plan on creating a new layout for this journal, now that I'm into coding again. Which brings us to the next topic: I finally started studying frontend development by myself, using freeCodeCamp. My goal is to pass all certifications, and finally be able to make a job change. More on this later, I guess.

My current curriculum looks like this, I'm well into the course and I think I will finish the Responsive Web Design Certification this month. Then, it's Javascript time! I'm as excited as I am nervous about it. Or scared. Or both.
Anyway! This seems like a good start for my comeback. Let me use my Roland Orzabal "books" icon, since we are talking about studying hahaha. I love it. I simply love it.
Anyway, I thought I might as well just come back at blogging. I plan on creating a new layout for this journal, now that I'm into coding again. Which brings us to the next topic: I finally started studying frontend development by myself, using freeCodeCamp. My goal is to pass all certifications, and finally be able to make a job change. More on this later, I guess.

My current curriculum looks like this, I'm well into the course and I think I will finish the Responsive Web Design Certification this month. Then, it's Javascript time! I'm as excited as I am nervous about it. Or scared. Or both.
Anyway! This seems like a good start for my comeback. Let me use my Roland Orzabal "books" icon, since we are talking about studying hahaha. I love it. I simply love it.
Movie Night~
Feb. 12th, 2026 02:30 amMOVIE NIGHT!!!! Liz, Pat, and I went to see Iron Lung, since Pat expressed interest and I love any excuse to get out of the house to do stuff. We had a great dinner of Costco Hot Dogs™ before going to my favorite movie theater of all time: the Ancient Egypt themed one~

and of course I brought Double Face along!!! I needed them to meet Anubis (clearly)

also Madara's kigu has a big enough tail that I could pose him standing up on the sphinx and I love that for him~
The movie itself was really good! It's not the type of horror that I usually go for - I dislike post-apocalyptic settings, space, and "trapped in a ship" horror - but since I didn't read up on it at all that's on me XD Plus, I'm always down to go to a thing a friend wants to do. And I'm glad I saw it despite it not being a thing I would have sought out, if that makes sense? The cinematography was fucking gorgeous; I kept getting lost in how incredible the lighting was.
ALSO THE BLOOD WAS SO RED IT WAS GREAT!!!!! I don't wanna spoil anything for anyone interested in seeing it, but it was just *mwah* The special effects were honestly stellar and I really like a lot of the choices made (like having some of the blood coagulate into things that looked like barnacles growing into the ship).
Downside is that it's the kind of horror that made me stressed for like 2 hours and then...I'm still lowkey stressed D: It didn't give me the release horror usually does, but it did for Pat so I think it's a personal preference. He absolutely loved it and is gonna be chewing on it for awhile.
Anyway, I also had to grab a few shots of the nuis in the mini arcade in the theater lobby. I got these kigus off aliexpress because labubu clothes (mostly) fit on the pattythree enstars nuis, and I got them like right before it got super icy cold out. So obviously I have to fix that~

aren't they precious???? I'm extra jazzed about getting them with claw machines because of Kohaku's card from Spring Night and the current top-up theming in globalstars *w*
Also, Liz managed to dig the car most of the way out!!! We have suuuuuch a long driveway that it's taken quite awhile, but now that it's been slightly warmer for a couple days, it's finally doable. And I apparently have a doctor's appointment on Friday, so I need to be able to get there.
I'M DONE WITH SNOW. It was nice for awhile but oh my god. I'm over it!!!!!!!!

and of course I brought Double Face along!!! I needed them to meet Anubis (clearly)

also Madara's kigu has a big enough tail that I could pose him standing up on the sphinx and I love that for him~
The movie itself was really good! It's not the type of horror that I usually go for - I dislike post-apocalyptic settings, space, and "trapped in a ship" horror - but since I didn't read up on it at all that's on me XD Plus, I'm always down to go to a thing a friend wants to do. And I'm glad I saw it despite it not being a thing I would have sought out, if that makes sense? The cinematography was fucking gorgeous; I kept getting lost in how incredible the lighting was.
ALSO THE BLOOD WAS SO RED IT WAS GREAT!!!!! I don't wanna spoil anything for anyone interested in seeing it, but it was just *mwah* The special effects were honestly stellar and I really like a lot of the choices made (like having some of the blood coagulate into things that looked like barnacles growing into the ship).
Downside is that it's the kind of horror that made me stressed for like 2 hours and then...I'm still lowkey stressed D: It didn't give me the release horror usually does, but it did for Pat so I think it's a personal preference. He absolutely loved it and is gonna be chewing on it for awhile.
Anyway, I also had to grab a few shots of the nuis in the mini arcade in the theater lobby. I got these kigus off aliexpress because labubu clothes (mostly) fit on the pattythree enstars nuis, and I got them like right before it got super icy cold out. So obviously I have to fix that~

aren't they precious???? I'm extra jazzed about getting them with claw machines because of Kohaku's card from Spring Night and the current top-up theming in globalstars *w*
Also, Liz managed to dig the car most of the way out!!! We have suuuuuch a long driveway that it's taken quite awhile, but now that it's been slightly warmer for a couple days, it's finally doable. And I apparently have a doctor's appointment on Friday, so I need to be able to get there.
I'M DONE WITH SNOW. It was nice for awhile but oh my god. I'm over it!!!!!!!!
Madara Mikejima Robbed Me Blind
Feb. 11th, 2026 01:27 amSo, after nearly two years, I've finally changed my profile in engstars...


BECAUSE I GOT MADARA'S GLOBAL EXCLUSIVE CARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so excited; he looks so good and I love him and I do not want to talk about how much I spent to max this card XD Very glad to have a supportive wife (who also maxed a global gacha card last year, so we're in it together lmao).
Also, I wanna change the card layout to include Kohaku at some point but I'm not feeling creative enough XD So right now it's just Mr. Ice Cream Thief as a testament to myspending problem devotion ♥
sobs I love them ;w;
I wanna make some new icons with his new outfit but I have to figure out what MV(s) to record him in...it's such a specific look that I feel like I don't quite know where I wanna put him :T
also I have icon challenges I wanna do but my brain is just MAMAMAMAMAMAMAAA soooooo


BECAUSE I GOT MADARA'S GLOBAL EXCLUSIVE CARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so excited; he looks so good and I love him and I do not want to talk about how much I spent to max this card XD Very glad to have a supportive wife (who also maxed a global gacha card last year, so we're in it together lmao).
Also, I wanna change the card layout to include Kohaku at some point but I'm not feeling creative enough XD So right now it's just Mr. Ice Cream Thief as a testament to my
sobs I love them ;w;
I wanna make some new icons with his new outfit but I have to figure out what MV(s) to record him in...it's such a specific look that I feel like I don't quite know where I wanna put him :T
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY WIFE ♥
Feb. 10th, 2026 11:09 pm
I made them a beautiful cake in honor of Absolute starting this weekend, aka the Eden climax, aka one of the best enstars events~ Liz asked for chocolate cake and gave no other specifics, so this is what I came up with: dense chocolate cake with raspberry filling and cream cheese icing. It's incredibly rich, so we all nearly passed out after eating just a little bit XD
Oops?
Anyway, I'm actually super pleased with how it came out!!! I had a vision and actually managed to bring it to life- with some help from Pat. He made the stencil for the lotus flower and helped place a the beads for the lower border. I think I leveled up making large smooth sections of color (for the bits I wrote on) and just...wrangling this cake in general.....I love this cake but I do not love how delicate and crumbly it is. Even with a crumb coat, I was afraid it would still be a mess. And it WAS hard to work with, but not impossible.

I'm also really happy with both the gradient and these tassels~
My wife loved it, and honestly that's what matters the most!!!!
We also had szechuan delivered from one of Liz's favorite places, since they're not feeling great and didn't wanna go out ;w; Hopefully they'll be feeling better soon, since it's very unfair that they felt crummy on their birthday.
Also, Katsucon is this weekend XD So I'm sure they wanna feel better for that!!
Made icons for tvmovie20in20
Feb. 10th, 2026 05:21 pm


Believing in even the possibility of a happy ending is a very powerful thing
Just some icons real entry tomorrow.
More Chores + Kitties
Feb. 8th, 2026 06:11 pmIT'S STILL SO DAMN COLD ;w; plz save me from my 100+ year old house...it's so drafty.........
Anyway- we got some more errands done yesterday! Pat's car got a flat, so we went to our favorite 24 hour tire place to get a replacement. They were delightful, as always, and made sure to fill up all his other tires + the spare while we were there. Everyone is always soooo nice and it's fast, which is nice. And the price is good, even for new tires. Here's hoping his car survives the rest of the winter + Baltimore's shitty roads!!!
After that, we went to a laundromat, because our washing machine is unusable in the extreme cold. All the pipes for the first floor bathroom - which is where the laundry is - are completely uninsulated, thanks to whoever owned this house before us. So we haven't been able to do laundry at home for the past few weeks, and it's really been piling up. We got a decent amount done at the laundromat and were able to fairly easily hang stuff up to dry when we got home, thanks to the amount of cleaning we did the day before. There's so much space in our downstairs now *w*
Liz taped up a few more windows downstairs and came up with the brilliant idea to hang a blanket between the living room and the entry, since that's one of the colder areas on the first floor. Between those things, the living room is.....slightly less cold. It's definitely not warm, but it's getting better. I cannot wait for this winter to be over ;w; I can take some cold, but it's going on too long!!
The girls have been sooooo cute and cuddly, which is a big positive. I don't think I've shared the new cats we adopted last year, since everything was kind of a blur after Lumos passed ;w; We adopted a pair of sisters - Willow and Juniper - and an older male cat - Shadow Box - at the end of the summer. They've made our home very lively...partially because they all have beef with each other XD Willow cannot stand Shadow Box to the point of fighting him on sight, so he's mostly been staying in my bedroom. And then Juniper has some sort of personal vendetta against Lily, which has kept her and Dennis confined to Pat's bedroom. Maybe someday everyone will get along...

Juniper is mostly gray with some white (and a scratch on her nose from a recent fight with Lily, sighs)

and then her sister is like twice her size and has more white splotches- but mostly Willow is just really big, okay, she's a large girl ♥

Shadow Box is all black, all eyes, and no brains ♥ I love him sooooo much (even if he keeps stealing my glasses off the bedside table)
I guess I could have shared pics of the girls where they aren't snuggled up with Liz on the couch, but they look so cute like that!!! Juniper has been sleeping right up against Liz for like an hour now; it's so fucking precious *w* I love cats so much...so good.
blurgghhh I have to go out and get groceries today cuz we need food...it's just so cold.........sobs ;w; I don't wanna brave it, but we gotta eat. We just wanted to wait until the Super Bowl started so we didn't run into last minute "big game" shoppers, I guess :T
Anyway- we got some more errands done yesterday! Pat's car got a flat, so we went to our favorite 24 hour tire place to get a replacement. They were delightful, as always, and made sure to fill up all his other tires + the spare while we were there. Everyone is always soooo nice and it's fast, which is nice. And the price is good, even for new tires. Here's hoping his car survives the rest of the winter + Baltimore's shitty roads!!!
After that, we went to a laundromat, because our washing machine is unusable in the extreme cold. All the pipes for the first floor bathroom - which is where the laundry is - are completely uninsulated, thanks to whoever owned this house before us. So we haven't been able to do laundry at home for the past few weeks, and it's really been piling up. We got a decent amount done at the laundromat and were able to fairly easily hang stuff up to dry when we got home, thanks to the amount of cleaning we did the day before. There's so much space in our downstairs now *w*
Liz taped up a few more windows downstairs and came up with the brilliant idea to hang a blanket between the living room and the entry, since that's one of the colder areas on the first floor. Between those things, the living room is.....slightly less cold. It's definitely not warm, but it's getting better. I cannot wait for this winter to be over ;w; I can take some cold, but it's going on too long!!
The girls have been sooooo cute and cuddly, which is a big positive. I don't think I've shared the new cats we adopted last year, since everything was kind of a blur after Lumos passed ;w; We adopted a pair of sisters - Willow and Juniper - and an older male cat - Shadow Box - at the end of the summer. They've made our home very lively...partially because they all have beef with each other XD Willow cannot stand Shadow Box to the point of fighting him on sight, so he's mostly been staying in my bedroom. And then Juniper has some sort of personal vendetta against Lily, which has kept her and Dennis confined to Pat's bedroom. Maybe someday everyone will get along...

Juniper is mostly gray with some white (and a scratch on her nose from a recent fight with Lily, sighs)

and then her sister is like twice her size and has more white splotches- but mostly Willow is just really big, okay, she's a large girl ♥

Shadow Box is all black, all eyes, and no brains ♥ I love him sooooo much (even if he keeps stealing my glasses off the bedside table)
I guess I could have shared pics of the girls where they aren't snuggled up with Liz on the couch, but they look so cute like that!!! Juniper has been sleeping right up against Liz for like an hour now; it's so fucking precious *w* I love cats so much...so good.
blurgghhh I have to go out and get groceries today cuz we need food...it's just so cold.........sobs ;w; I don't wanna brave it, but we gotta eat. We just wanted to wait until the Super Bowl started so we didn't run into last minute "big game" shoppers, I guess :T
Resist and Unsubscribe
Feb. 8th, 2026 01:40 pmI haven't been making a lot of public posts of late, but with how things are going in the U.S., I figured people might be interested in this idea, which is basically to unsubscribe from whichever services you can that are supportive of ICE or overly involved with the Trump regime. Probably a lot of you have already done as much, but I found Scott Galloway's layout of it helpful, so I unsubscribed from what I could. I don't really have that many subscriptions in the first place, but it was still nice to do something proactive.
I removed comments from this post just because I don't want to get into too much conversation on politics or what does and doesn't work. I'm more about keeping it light on the Internet, but I think it's fair to say things are not going great, and there's no way to completely avoid talking about the reality we're in, so I figured I'd share this as an option.
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I removed comments from this post just because I don't want to get into too much conversation on politics or what does and doesn't work. I'm more about keeping it light on the Internet, but I think it's fair to say things are not going great, and there's no way to completely avoid talking about the reality we're in, so I figured I'd share this as an option.
Resist and Unsubscribe Web Site
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Feb. 7th, 2026 10:30 pmOmg I just saw "Nimona". TToTT My heart. Really enjoyed the movie. It had a lot of heart and I loved that it left some things ambiguous. Overall fun movie! Loved it! <3
Looking for Sample Icons
Feb. 7th, 2026 06:55 pmI'm getting ready to post the next challenge in
fandom10in30, but I need sample icons for the theme. The theme is "Hearts N Flowers." If you have icons you think fit the theme or can steer me toward some, please comment with image and unformatted link on this post.
Remember: The above-mentioned community does not consider stock alone fandom. Sorry, but that rule was created before I agreed to help moderate.
Anyone who helps will get thanked in the community post, and the icon makers will get proper credit (of course!).
Thank you in advance for any help.
Remember: The above-mentioned community does not consider stock alone fandom. Sorry, but that rule was created before I agreed to help moderate.
Anyone who helps will get thanked in the community post, and the icon makers will get proper credit (of course!).
Thank you in advance for any help.
Long term icon project - in the works
Feb. 7th, 2026 11:29 amHello. I have decided to start a long term icon project. I want to create at least 1 icon for everything listed on my sidebar. The sidebar is always being updated as I think of things and new stuff comes out. So this will probably never be "finished" so to speak. They are broken up into sections like the sidebar is.
( so ambitious )
( so ambitious )
My plan (for now) for this journal...
Feb. 7th, 2026 11:28 amEven though I'm not a mom, I'm a member of the Purpose Driven Mom Club. I discovered Cara Harvey through Ultimate Bundles' 2022 Goal Getters Summit, and how Cara taught goal setting and time blocking finally made it make sense to me.
I have been trying to get my shit together since the pandemic. I thought staying at home/working from home during that era (2020-2023 for me) would've helped me. But no.
So last May, I upgraded my APDM membership to yearly, so I could get access to Office Hours where I could Voxer one of the APDM coaches throughout the weekend (but no later than 11:59 p.m. Monday nights), and then get responses that Tuesday.
I'm not consistent Voxering with the coach because of major life flare-ups, but when I do, I blow up her Voxer. I'm a chatty person when it comes to talking about goals and life and stuff, but I feel like I treat her Voxer like my own personal blog. Like she needs to know things for context to help me when I come to her with struggles, but she doesn't need to know ALL the things.
I've been itching to get back to Dreamwidth and really make it my home for the past couple months now. I started writing some posts -- a re-intro would probably be really helpful -- but need to finish them sometime. (Writing outside of my reporter job has been very difficult for me.) But why wait for a re-intro that may never come? I'm just going to dust this thing off and start using it to track what I do on the weekends and when I work from home during the week. I'll have a dedicated place where I can look back at what I've done, and maybe I won't blow up Courtney's Voxer so much. It'd be win-win.
I have been trying to get my shit together since the pandemic. I thought staying at home/working from home during that era (2020-2023 for me) would've helped me. But no.
So last May, I upgraded my APDM membership to yearly, so I could get access to Office Hours where I could Voxer one of the APDM coaches throughout the weekend (but no later than 11:59 p.m. Monday nights), and then get responses that Tuesday.
I'm not consistent Voxering with the coach because of major life flare-ups, but when I do, I blow up her Voxer. I'm a chatty person when it comes to talking about goals and life and stuff, but I feel like I treat her Voxer like my own personal blog. Like she needs to know things for context to help me when I come to her with struggles, but she doesn't need to know ALL the things.
I've been itching to get back to Dreamwidth and really make it my home for the past couple months now. I started writing some posts -- a re-intro would probably be really helpful -- but need to finish them sometime. (Writing outside of my reporter job has been very difficult for me.) But why wait for a re-intro that may never come? I'm just going to dust this thing off and start using it to track what I do on the weekends and when I work from home during the week. I'll have a dedicated place where I can look back at what I've done, and maybe I won't blow up Courtney's Voxer so much. It'd be win-win.
013 - 6 headers; 24.28 - various fandoms
Feb. 7th, 2026 01:53 pmMedium: tv series, film
Fandoms: Leap Day; Between Us; The Lord of the Rings; Priest (2011)
Notes: 6 headers for "24.28 - pass it on" at Land of Art.
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Fandoms: Leap Day; Between Us; The Lord of the Rings; Priest (2011)
Notes: 6 headers for "24.28 - pass it on" at Land of Art.
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Cleaning Accomplishments
Feb. 6th, 2026 11:35 pmI was so excited about Madara that I forgot to share that I actually finished another mood theme: Ensemble Stars! Cards ;D I have no idea where all this inspiration is coming from, but I'll take it. I think this is the one I'm most proud of, since it required a bit more editing and going through soooooo many more images to pick moods.
Today, Liz stayed home for a much needed mental health day. We ended up playing some more Katamari Damacy - technically Once Upon A KATAMARI but I just kinda think of them as all one big fun thing - and did some light cleaning in the living room & dining room before napping on the couch. All in all, very restful (for me at least, and I think Liz as well) :D
And then after Pat got home from work, Liz made a very tasty dinner of pork loin and roasted baby red potatoes. It was so good *w* We used to get pre-marinated pork loins from just the regular grocery store, but Lidl has them now for way less, and they're easily just as good. So that's good to know!!
Since we'd gotten started earlier, Liz, Pat, and I did some more cleaning after dinner. We got the Christmas tree taken down, took a bunch of crafting supplies back up to the third floor, and organized the stuff we're keeping down here. The basement still needs to be fully sanitized after the waste pipe burst last month, so all the Christmas stuff is still upstairs, but at least it's now condensed down into boxes.
BUT IT'S LOOKING SOOOOOO GOOD DOWNSTAIRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pat's also gonna help me go through all my clothes and put them away, since laundry is where I stall out a lot. And we got a cat tree to put in our bedroom like two months ago, but Liz and I haven't been able to make the space for it so it's just.....still in a box in the kitchen..........
Anyway. I'm gonna think on the positive side and be proud of all that I did get done today!! :D

some great recent pictures of Pat: a sign he found on the side of the road that got knocked down by a snowplow and posing with part of the Christmas tree like it's a fish XD

the new Katamari is honestly soooo good and I've taken a decent amount of screenshots so far, but I think this T-rex might be my fave. the way the dinos are rendered is just delightful ;D

this steggy is a close second, tho ♥
I gotta go finish up the JP event tonight so I can be prepared for everything that's coming OwO And probably play more Katamari, since I am like a man possessed with it~
Today, Liz stayed home for a much needed mental health day. We ended up playing some more Katamari Damacy - technically Once Upon A KATAMARI but I just kinda think of them as all one big fun thing - and did some light cleaning in the living room & dining room before napping on the couch. All in all, very restful (for me at least, and I think Liz as well) :D
And then after Pat got home from work, Liz made a very tasty dinner of pork loin and roasted baby red potatoes. It was so good *w* We used to get pre-marinated pork loins from just the regular grocery store, but Lidl has them now for way less, and they're easily just as good. So that's good to know!!
Since we'd gotten started earlier, Liz, Pat, and I did some more cleaning after dinner. We got the Christmas tree taken down, took a bunch of crafting supplies back up to the third floor, and organized the stuff we're keeping down here. The basement still needs to be fully sanitized after the waste pipe burst last month, so all the Christmas stuff is still upstairs, but at least it's now condensed down into boxes.
BUT IT'S LOOKING SOOOOOO GOOD DOWNSTAIRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pat's also gonna help me go through all my clothes and put them away, since laundry is where I stall out a lot. And we got a cat tree to put in our bedroom like two months ago, but Liz and I haven't been able to make the space for it so it's just.....still in a box in the kitchen..........
Anyway. I'm gonna think on the positive side and be proud of all that I did get done today!! :D

some great recent pictures of Pat: a sign he found on the side of the road that got knocked down by a snowplow and posing with part of the Christmas tree like it's a fish XD

the new Katamari is honestly soooo good and I've taken a decent amount of screenshots so far, but I think this T-rex might be my fave. the way the dinos are rendered is just delightful ;D

this steggy is a close second, tho ♥
I gotta go finish up the JP event tonight so I can be prepared for everything that's coming OwO And probably play more Katamari, since I am like a man possessed with it~
current fandom events
Feb. 5th, 2026 10:41 pm

012 - 2 gifs; 26.01 - thumbelina
Feb. 6th, 2026 01:37 pmMedium: film
Title: Fairy Love
Fandom: Thumbelina (1994)
Characters: Thumbelina, Cornelius
Prompt: Fleet Street - fairy tales
Notes: 2 gifs for week 04 of "26.01 - Monopoly" at Fandom Empire.
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Title: Fairy Love
Fandom: Thumbelina (1994)
Characters: Thumbelina, Cornelius
Prompt: Fleet Street - fairy tales
Notes: 2 gifs for week 04 of "26.01 - Monopoly" at Fandom Empire.
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